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When my husband was alive my son did not come around due to my husband's dementia. We went to all of my grandson's baseball games and I felt like an outsider because my son and his wife would not talk with us except for the basic hi how are you. My son lives 2 hrs away and now that my husband is gone my son wants me to stay at his house instead of going to a hotel. I don't know how to deal with this. My son & DIL have what they call family vacations/camping trips with her family. The other day my son mentioned to me my grandson went to his other grandparents house to spend the night because he wanted to spend time with his last living grandpa. This hurt me so bad because when they are in town they never stopped by to see my husband. I don't know what to do any advise would help. Thanks.

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You don't mention how long ago your husband died and what may have happened then. Did your son come to the funeral - did he reach out to you-did you reach out to him? Did your son ever explain to you why he didn't visit? did he call you? Is your son inviting you to join them on their trips? I presume you had only one son? I would encourage you to speak with a counselor about all this and then perhaps with your son. Clearly, this was all upsetting to you and it may be difficult to address all this with your son now. Also, remember that tis is your only son? and grandson? and think about what your future with them should be like. Strange as this may seem right now, I encourage you to speak with an estate attorney to make sure you have will , POA -financial and health- and determine who you want to handle your affairs if and when you cannot.
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Accept their invitation. At some point in private gently say that you just didn't understand why your son did not come around. Stop there to give him time to answer if he is able. When I read what you'd written my first thought was something unpleasant had happened between them in the past. Add to that, now with dementia there would no chance to repair that. Then ask what will he do when you get old and are less yourself. And, yes, seek counseling for yourself. You've been through so much.
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Imho, either state to your son that you were hurt by his PAST actions or stay in a hotel.
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I don't feel comfortable staying at people's homes. We have an RV, if I take it, that is a good reason to stay in my own bed. If I don't have my RV, I stay in a hotel. I just tell them that I snore (hubby says i do), and I can't rest because I worry about bothering others. When I am in a hotel, I can rest. That is my excuse.
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There are some unanswered issues. What is the relation between you and your son and what was it with your husband. If it is/was good, it may be he couldn't handle seeing him ill or perhaps there is some hidden resentment for something. Somehow you need to tell him how you feel and get to the bottom of this. As to his wife, she may just be cold or doesn't know everyone that well and does not feel close to them. If it were me, I'd let them go and stay in the old house but that does not mean you have to go there too. It could work out or it could be uncomfortable -can you do activities with them but stay in a motel or hotel nearby. Until I know what is going on, I would choose this option - but find out why he did not visit. Perhaps he could not deal with dementia. I know I could not handle that especially in someone close to me. Good luck.
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Question: Is your deceased husband your son's biological or adoptive father? If adoptive, how did they relate, and for how long? Did he raise your son? From what age? For me, my responses would be likely different?
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Your son has opened his home to you, don't let the past ruin the future. Perhaps your son was protecting his child from the confusion or fear of dementia. When my dad had a stroke, my son came to the hospital that night, with his family. My dad was still talking nonsence from the stroke and scaring the kids. My son left abruptly and did not visit much in the nursing home. But he loved his grandpa dearly. People grieve differently from suffering the death and/or illness of loved ones. Forgive and move forward with your family.
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Talk to your son about this. I can understand why you are hurt! I felt the same way when my father had a stroke and no one except my brother and I would visit him. When he was dying they came to see him and acted like they were so wonderful. All I could think was why were you NOT there when he needed you.

It is hard to forgive especially when they don't understand what they did hurt you and your husband. Let him know that you were hurt ...allow him the opportunity to tell you he never meant to hurt you and that he is sorry too. Give him that chance, but be careful not to attack him ...give him a chance to explain.
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Alzdone,

You have not come back to reply to any of those who have posted already.

What I am reading is that your son has called and otherwise kept in touch with you. He let you know the ball game schedule and acknowledged that you attended the games. What more did you want him to say?

Your son and his wife have gone on holiday with her family while you were at home caring for your husband who had dementia. Are you jealous of these trips? I am not sure why you mentioned them otherwise.

You son feels comfortable having you stay in his home, but did not feel comfortable having a person with dementia in his home.

You mention a sleep over with the other grandparents. Could you have safely had your grandson for a sleep over while caring for your husband?

Think back to the last time they did stop by when your husband was alive. How was the visit? Did anything untoward happen? Did you present your son with a honey do list or a list of complaints?

Is your home set up for kids to feel welcome?

My Mum complains that my brother rarely calls, yet, she also never mentions when he does call. My brother complains that every time he talks to Mum she talks about dying.

He did not visit when my step dad had dementia. It was not possible to do as a day trip and it was far too chaotic for his family with three children to come to Mum's house.

Mum's house is not kid friendly. She does not keep toys for visiting children, the yard is next to a busy road and not fenced. No play ground close by etc. Basically it is boring for the kids to be there.

My brother and his family go on at least one camping trip with his in laws each year, plus visit them at least once a month. Why would Mum be invited along?

Your comment that "This hurt me so bad because when they are in town they never stopped by to see my husband." hit a bit of a nerve with me. A cousin of my ex husband got all shirty with me years ago, because we had traveled 6 hours to the region she lived in and did not stop in to visit her. She thought she had the right to dictate our plans. I got right back up in her face and told her in no uncertain terms that I too have a family in the region and have every right to visit them without stopping into to her place.

I know you are grieving the death of your husband.

Language matters, you use "my husband" numerous times in your post, but never say "his Dad".
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You say "I don't know what to do..."
Sounds like there are two or more issues / concerns here.
1. You feel hurt how your son/DIL related / interacted with you and primarily your husband when he was alive.
2. You feel hurt in what (supposedly) your grandson said "... he wanted to spend time with his last living grandpa" - Question: Is this after your husband died?
* he is a child and doesn't understand dementia. Frankly, 99.9% of families do not understand dementia and do not know how to communicate / interact with a person inflicted. This includes your son and DIL.
* As your husband is gone, it is important that you are not emotionally 'stuck' in the pain / hurt and get it out.
- Have a heart-to-heart talk with your son. Tell him how you feel. It doesn't matter if you know how you feel. You are hurt, perhaps confused and do not understand his behavior (when your husband 'his father' (?) was alive.
- Get it out somehow to heal yourself, and release the resentments (?) / hurt you feel with your son.
* While difficult, practice forgiveness. It will HEAL YOU. Your son and DIL did the best they could with how they felt: very uncomfortable. They likely felt grief having lost a father/FIL who was alive and 'not there'.
- Try to look at the situation from their point of view. It is difficult for 99.9% of us interacting / dealing with a person w/dementia. Most people who feel uncomfortable, afraid, confused will 'turn the other way' and leave = not interact. Because they do not know how to.
* DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO TO HEAL YOURSELF.
- I do believe (1) talking to your son will help and
- Forgive him 'for they know not what they do' (phrasing might be a Bible quote - I don't know). Gena / Touch Matters
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Hello.

you could visit your son but keep in mind if you decide to stay permanently things could change and discontent for everyone could likely set in.

It sounds like you have a range of choices limited only by money. If so ...

hotel ... ive heard of people who do that and are satisfied with room cleaning/breakfast there if provided/eating other meals out/having food delivered BUT possibly not much socialization

shipboard ... really ! Ive heard of people doing that too. Traveling, seeing parts of the world youve never had the chance to see before/Room cleaning/all meals onboard or at different ports/doctors services/new and different people to socialize with.

independent living ... meals provided/room cleaning/socializing/activities/van to doctor and stores.
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2 Options

Option #1 - Meet with your son and DIL without your grandson being present. Let them know that you are hurting that they would not come to visit you and your deceased husband when he was alive. Listen while they explain their anxiety and/or indifference to your needs and your husband's dementia during that time period. Hopefully, they will ask for forgiveness and your will grant it.

Option #2 - Let it go - forgive. Missed opportunities can not be remedied after death. Build relationships with people in the present. Use your time to get to know the man who is your son, the woman who is your daughter-in-law, and the young man who is your grandson. Don't let hurts from the past rob your opportunities in the present.
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Dear Alzone,

please don’t waste your energy on the past. Maybe your son couldn’t face the fact that his father was no longer the man he wanted to remember. Let it go enjoy your son and family. If you’d rather stay at a hotel gently tell him. I always stay at a hotel. When my late husband got sick he literally wasted away, lost lots of weight. I had taken pictures and documented his last times and made a collage for each. Two of my sons said mom I want to remember him not sick. So maybe that’s why the issue here. But don’t be hurt. I’m sure that was not your son’s intension.
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TouchMatters Jun 2021
Saying "But don't be hurt." is not helpful as this is how this person feels. Feeling need to be honored and processed through. I understand your intention here although words matter. Telling a person to 'not feel . . . ' is telling them to stuff their feeling in, ignore them. They are still there, festering and 'knocking on one's psychological, mental and emotional door until they honor their feelings and 100% feel them.
* When feeling through, the feelings change. This takes a lot of courage - and a blind faith. To be present with feelings. They surface, are felt, then transition into new feelings.
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There is a book out about parents of adult children. A lot of words just to say smile when you see them and welcome with open arms. Snacks or food and NO questions.
I wish I had an accepting family also. Just didn't happen. I have learned to be thankful for anything with them. I just focus on where I want to go with my own life and friends who accept me for who I am
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Sorry for your loss of your husband.
Was this loss recent?

You have asked: You don't know how to feel, nor what to do, and need advice.

Give yourself time to grieve. Try not to displace any anger, resentment, hurt or bitterness on others.
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Have you ever heard the expression! “Your son is your son til he takes him a wife. Your daughter is your daughter for the rest of your life.” I am certain many people are experiencing the fact that their sons more often go to visit their wife’s family. That being said, was your husband his birth father? Was he afraid of the impact on his son of his grandfather’s dementia? Would it have scared him? I am only sorry you didn’t have this conversation with your son before your husband passed. You need to talk to him now, privately. You need to tell him it hurts but to do so in a way that is nor accusatory and guilt-provoking because that could only make things worse. Others have mentioned that we don’t know what your son’s relationship with your husband was like before he had dementia. I realize you are afraid such a conversation would end up with you feeling more hurt but just bottling it up and making assumptions about why he did what he did or does what he does will only get worse. Say a prayer and then talk with him.
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I can understand your hurt feelings but please don't let those feelings dictate the rest of your life. It seems to me as if your son has matured and has regrets over not spending time with his father. You can't re-write the past but you can affect the future with the decisions you make now. Go and visit and your son and Daughter-in-law and enjoy your time with your grandson. Don't bring up old hurts and events that can't be changed. Be kind, gracious and generous. I guarantee you will return home feeling happier and blessed.
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I’m so sorry. This is very painful.

if you stay with them it may help to build a more solid relationship.

My advice is to take things as they are and seek out other close and meaningful relationships in your life. Do you have other children? Nieces and nephews with which you feel close?

I was extremely close and a caretaker to my parents. At the end of their life it was “too hard” for any of my siblings to come around. During that time I became even closer to my uncle, some of my cousins and their children, who behaved like immediate family.

i have friends who are now more like siblings.
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It sounds like your son has more reasons then just dementia that kept him away. You say YOUR son never stopped by to see YOUR husband. And then blame it on YOUR husbands dementia.. Y. ou went to baseball games and YOU felt like an outsider because YOUR son and HIS wife did didn't talk to YOUR husband. They never stopped by to see YOUR husband. Did you think they might not have stopped by because of you, not your husband? You are blaming all this on husband. You were there too yet you are the only one hurt? I, sorry, believe you may be selfish and see things only as they affect you but never your fault. Look at all the nouns that in normal relationships are replaced 'we'. It sounds as if you are separating yourself from your din and keeping your husband separated from your son. Think about it was you read your message over. This might be more on you then your son or din. Sorry is it sounds mean
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Sorry to say but it doesn't sound like your son was very close to you or your husband.

How could he and his wife ignore ya'll at all the baseball games, except for the hi?
Did you or husband try initiating a conversation or stayed quiet?

Yiu didn't say how bad your husband's dementia was, maybe your son didn't feel comfortable around his Dad with dementia?
DI'd they have a good relationship before?
Maybe he didn't let the Grandson spend the night thinking you had enough on your plate already.

DI'd you ever ask to have your grandson spend the night?

The daughter must be closer to her family and your son just goes along.

It's understandable
that your son's actions hurt your feelings but you should have had a talk with him years ago while your husband was alive.

Families lives get hectic and full and it seems your DIL made a point to be around her family and your son didn't.

Lot's of maybe's and thoughts but you'll never know unless you have a long overdo talk with your son and let him know your feelings.

Some grown children are just more family oriented than others.

DI'd you get along with your daughter in law?

Did you and husband get together with your son and family for Thanksgiving or Christmas?

Prayers
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A friend once told me..."forgive early and often". As many on here have said, we don’t have all the facts such as the son and father's relationship, son's personality, your relationship etc. There are always two sides to a story. It’s obvious your feelings are hurt and understandably so. Since you didn’t breach the subject with your son when DH was alive, the hurt has been smoldering. Confrontation is difficult for most of us...we wish the other person would just read our minds. If you sweep this under the rug, you may find you still have the hurt and resentment. If you don’t feel you can have a private heart to heart with him, then please consider a visit with a therapist. Not only will they hear you out objectively, but help you decide the next course of action. Please consider. Whatever you do, the grandson is not the one to "punish"....stay in his life and you can bring a photo album of his grandpa and talk to him about his life and also explain what dementia is and why he died. I hope all goes well.
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When you are hurt or offended by someone, there are 2 ways of dealing with it. You can decide that it doesn't bother you that much and forget it, or if you know it will keep bothering you, you must talk to the person. Explain to your son why you are hurt, and I hope he will ask your forgiveness. If he does, it is up to you to forgive and forget. Festering about it will do no good, and your hurt feelings will come out in other ways.

If you want to have a good relationship with your son and DIL, then you need to be honest with them. If they don't respond in a good way, then it is up to you how much of a relationship you want to have with them in the future.

It is possible that your husband's dementia scared your son or DIL, or it made your son too sad to see his father in that condition. Some people avoid situations that they don't want to face. That's not an excuse, but it is a reason.
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Focus on your relationship with your son. Based on what your description your son and husband didn't have a good relationship. If you felt neglected during your husband illness, be honest with your son. BUT try not to punish your son for not developing a relationship with his father that he didn't want. At the end of the day, you do what you need to do -- but be honest.
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In reading your post I think your son did not have a good relationship with your husband. The problem was more than just your husband’s dementia. As a result your son put a barrier between you and himself because of your husband, and now that barrier is gone. It seems that the barrier was there for a long time and your son did not discuss the reasons for it with you. You probably should not analyze it now unless your son volunteers to review it with you. I would stay at his house and use it as an opportunity to start building a better relationship between you, your son and his family which I think you want to have with him.
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You do exactly what you want to do. Stay in a hotel if you are uncomfortable there. You don't have to explain yourself. Your grandson can come and stay with you there for a sleepover
I see some saying maybe he couldn't deal with it. Well most of us can't but we do it anyway. I certainly can't but I wouldn't leave my mum to do this alone.
Get a great hotel room and treat yourself like a queen.
It is harder to feel left out when you are better company for yourself than anyone else!!
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NYCmama Jun 2021
I think going and staying in hotel will just make her feel more hurt and isolated and is a slap in the face to her son. Pride is a terrible thing, it can ruin a life. She should visit and re-build a relationship with her family now that they have opened their door to her. Time changes things, and people get wiser and more mature as they age. Why perpetuate hard feelings?
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I'm sorry for the loss of your husband and the situation you're in. You never refer to your husband as your son's father - and it makes me wonder if this was his biological father - or step-father. There is also no indication on the relationship between the two prior to your husband's dementia.

Can you have a heart to heart talk with your son without anger and recriminations? Did something cause a breach between the husband and son? Is it as simple as your son just couldn't handle your husband's dementia? Can you forgive and learn to leave the anger and bitterness behind no matter the answer? Do you want a good relationship with your son, his wife, and your grandson; if so leave the baggage behind. It sounds as if you son is offering an invitation. Whether you accept or not is up to you - stay where ever you will be most comfortable.

Good luck.
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Sympathies for the loss of your husband.

From what you have said, it sounds like either he or he and his wife couldn't handle the dementia. There are people who can handle some things and not others. Some hate hospitals and avoid visiting. Some don't know how to deal with illness and stay away. Some don't understand and haven't learned how to deal with dementia.

My OB was one, according to my mother, who hated doctors, hospitals, etc. He was sort of okay with mom when dementia was first realized. She repeated a lot, but was still somewhat capable. He isn't local, so visits were not often, much less so in the last few years (dad passed in 2008.) He came up for the "move" (I left that job to the 2 brothers, to try to avoid being the scapegoat, esp since I knew I would be the one doing all the work and interfacing with her.) He came up a few times for a week or so to help clearing/cleaning her condo.

During his last trip here, we went the evening he arrived with pizza. I busied myself with another resident who enjoyed my help with jigsaw puzzles, to give them time together. Although he said she kept asking what I was doing, it seemed to be going okay. Before heading to the condo (1.5 hrs away), I suggested he pick up some DD coffee and doughnuts and visit with her while I get ready. He wasn't there long but didn't say anything. Another day, after coming back it was too late for another trip, but still early, so I suggested he go visit her, knowing that he wouldn't get many visits being so far away. He flat out refused and said he "didn't know what to do with her."

Part of the problem is not knowing how to "work" with someone who has dementia. Once I realized she had an issue, I had to read up about it because I knew nothing about dementia. Despite trying to share various things I learned, neither brother was receptive. Sometimes it was totally rejected OR I was told I was a know-it-all! If he had taken time to learn about it, even some, he could have had visits during that last trip, but nope.

Another factor was having her mother live with us, part time. She was easy going, easy to care for and didn't have dementia. She was also a lot younger - two of us were college age, the other only about 11 or 12. Their memories of caring for her (or rather just having her there) probably clouded any thoughts about caring for/visiting old people. It was very different!

He never came back to see her. Over 2.5 years later, she had her first known stroke. I had cut ties with him for a different reason, but felt it was only right to let him know. It took 15 hours to get an email response that was just "thanks for update." No questions, no concerns, nothing. Although I don't know for sure, I don't think YB was visiting either, at least not after a year or 2 (she was in MC for 4 years.) It is so sad that they can't see beyond their own issues and at least give it a try!

Since they are inviting you to visit/stay, this is most likely the reason for appearing to shun you both. Take what you can get for a relationship and don't be too hard on him. As noted, some people just can't handle it. Try not to compare their relationship with her family, not even the grandson - he had no real choice in the matter! Yes, it hurts to hear what he said, but it wasn't meant that way. My grandson will never know a grandad, as both were gone before he was born (both divorced too.)

As for where to stay, a hotel is a good idea to book, just in case. You may feel you need some "space" when visiting. You have your routines, they have theirs. Blame it on privacy, not wanting to impose, needing a break, whatever works. You can, during the visit, try staying over, but always have that hotel room, just in case!

Enjoy what you can while you can. Get to know that grandson and work on keeping the relationship going. Due to the distance and virus, I haven't seen mine much, but he loves getting mail and packages! Makes me smile too!
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I can understand your son and DIL not wanting to bring their kids around someone with dementia. Children should not have to see that.
Did your son have a good relationship with your husband? Was he his father?
How you deal with the feelings you have towards your son and DIL is to sit down and have a serious conversation with them. Tell them that their behavior concerning your husband hurt you very much.
Then give them a chance to talk as well while you listen. Also, you have to be honest with yourself. Think long and hard about why your son had no relationship with your husband. I'm pretty sure you'll find that the dementia really didn't have all that much to do with it.
Your son is trying to reconnect with you. He's reaching out. Give him a chance. You'll feel better if you do.
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Ballardite May 2021
“Children should not have to see that”. It is of my opinion; the more children experience, whether a child in a wheelchair, a person of a widely different culture, a granny repeatedly asking the same question, a dog with only three legs, or a same sex couple embracing, the more that child will be understanding, forgiving and graceful—AS LONG AS the experience isn’t violent, above the child’s maturity, inappropriate or against the child’s family philosophy. Children are our ONLY resource for the future. A person with a disease, a disability, should not be hidden away from tomorrow’s decision makers.
I ask for grace and forgiveness if this is an affront to you.
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You would do well to forget the past and your hurt feelings for they have the power to destroy what is good in your life.
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You are hurt by what your grandson wanted? Put your resentments with your son an DIL behind you and try to improve what you have with your grandson or you will resent him too! Be smart, you cannot change the past but can influence the future! Life is short and unfair. Put your hurt feelings away and deal lovingly with the people in your life! Be smart, no on ever said life was fair!!!
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