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I'm on FMLA caring for my elderly parent who is healing from a fractured ankle. While I'm so grateful to be with them, and they are truly a gracious and dear parent and person, sometimes on the rougher days it's hard for both of us. My loved one is discouraged in the healing process. I guess I get frustrated at times, wanting them to do more for themselves, etc. I know this sounds rough, but I feel that their personality is (maybe understandably) sort of demanding in this healing process. Anyway, I was asking them to raise their ankle so that I could care for it and they asked, "Which ankle?" So, I tapped the ankle and they asked again, telling me I wasn't being clear enough. I was frustrated and tapped harder, and then felt terrible because I did it from frustration. They said they think they barely felt it, that it didn't hurt, and I apologized for being frustrated. Do you think this is an example of abuse? I feel really awful!

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Doesn't sound like abuse. However, it does sound like you need a break or need some significant time away.
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Its called impatience. I slapped my Moms hand once because I asked her to stop touching something. Like a child she kept doing it, like a parent...I slapped her hand. She had Dementia and yes I felt guilty.
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ConcernedDtrA Jan 25, 2024
Dear JoAnn, please know that you are not alone in this, and you can maybe see the proof of this through my post. Maybe the responses to my question here -- about allowing ourselves to be human, imperfect, to forgive ourselves, and also to see our "faults" and "failings" in care as rare instances of the greater arc of all the care we offer(ed) to our loved ones. May we all embrace the grace and self-forgiveness, and (if you are a believer) God's forgiveness for our failings, and His peace. This is my prayer for myself in my own failings, and I will pray for you right now for this peace.
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I think it's great you are examining your feelings on this. What happened and why.

When you feel your stress level or frustration rising too high it is time to step out of the room for a time.

When calmer, that 'which ankle' question may not have riled you at all. Maybe you could have replied with seriousness, 'Your injured ankle please' or joked 'Whichever, you choose! Or whatever.

Is this resentment?

Resentment can mean we are giving too much.
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No not abuse. Frustration probably. Maybe she isn't having much feeling there which made it difficult to be sure where you tapped her? Does she have dementia? It's just kind of odd that she didn't already know which ankle you would be referring to. I probably would have been slightly sarcastic and said something like "well, which ankle do you think?? How about the broken one??".

Take a deep breath and keep up the good work.
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ConcernedDtrA Jan 24, 2024
You rock, thank you! And you're right, there's a loss of feeling there so they didn't feel my first tap. I appreciate your empathy sooo much.
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I did in-home caregiving for 25 years as my profession and for my mother. I am now in the business of it.

I will tell you from a long experience in caregiving that 'babying' them and waiting on them hand and foot doesn't do anyone any favors especially the person receiving the care.

Be very attentive and observant. If your parent is struggling with something that is when you help. Make them try for themselves.

For example, if your parent can get to the table with a walker or wheelchair to eat a meal, they must. Don't bring it to them because it's easier.

Of course people get frustrated when they get hurt or sick. That does not entitle them to be demanding or to behave badly to the person or people who are caring for them.

Getting frustrated or impatient is not abuse. You are not being abusive to your parent. The caregiving situation can very easily become abusive if you don't set some boundaries with your parent. One of those boundaries has to be that if they being demanding or refusing to try you will walk away and ignore them for a while.

You sometimes have to a force a person to try to do for themselves. How to do that is by not waiting on them or babying them. Good luck.
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I just joined this conversation and want to say the picture of what you did IS ANYTHING BUT ABUSE! The fact that you consider this minimal display of some aggressiveness “abuse” tells me you should seek therapy to help with your severe conscience.
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No, nothing you wrote sounds like abuse.
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This is frustration not abuse.
That said I have to ask....
How long will the recovery be?
Will FMLA cover you the entire time that is needed for recovery, rehab and getting back to "normal routine"? Or are you going to be talking more unpaid time off?
Will you be able to return to your former position/job?
How much are you losing by taking this time unpaid not just for your annual salary but retirement and any benefits?
Would it be a better option to begin looking for Assisted Living options. Quite often after a break in the foot mobility does not return to baseline and your LO may need an environment that is one that has no stairs, no carpeting if there is a possibility that a walker or cane will be used. No tub/shower but a walk in would be safer as well. Just a few thoughts to ponder.
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JoAnn29 Jan 25, 2024
If once FEMA is over, her employer does not need to keep her job open.
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Every single caregiver on this planet has had their share of challenging situations. All of us have occasionally lost our patience.

I will tell you what therapists often say to their clients, “Forgive yourself for things that you feel that you could have done better. Don’t expect perfection from yourself or anyone else.”

Recognize that you have done your best. You aren’t an abusive person. You have shown compassion and concern for your parent.

Wishing you peace as you continue your caregiving journey.
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ConcernedDtrA Jan 25, 2024
Thank you most sincerely, your words are healing.
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Does your loved one not know their right from their left? It wasn't abuse but bad communication on both of you. Could they not understand move your injured ankle? Is that why you kept tapping their ankle instead of being more specific? Is this a cognitive issue on their part?
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ConcernedDtrA Jan 25, 2024
well, I think it had been a long day, and they can't feel very well at that part of their ankle.
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