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I have tried to resist whining here about my crazy, demanding, unappreciative, abusing 93-year-old mom who I do so much for.


She lost her new Medicare Advantage card for this year, not because of memory, but because she will not, as I have asked, put things in files, rather putting things in random piles of envelopes around her senior independent living apartment.


We had to order a new one, then found the old one, and that could not be activated as the new one had been set up.


Went to the pharmacy at the nearby grocery store. I was going to explain to the pharmacist, she lost the old one, then was going to say she found it, but before I could say that, my mom says, "I DID NOT LOSE IT YOU STUPID FOOL, I FOUND IT."


I said we were going to go out to a restaurant later which she enjoys but after that I will not. She went rain man on me, just begging and going nuts, so I took her to restaurant anyway, but have not answered her frantic phone calls since.


After all her abuse, I think being shouted at you stupid fool in public was the breaking point. I would like on one hand never to see her again, but I do need to take her to trust lawyer, various medical appts.


I related this to my brothers, one who lives in town with a crazy wife of his own and kids and a demanding job, and another brother out of state.


The wife of the brother out of state had had enough. She penned a letter, a real letter to my mom saying that I, Karsten, am the only person between my mom and assisted living or a nursing home. My SIL knows that since her and my brother are out of state, they cannot help. She knows my other brother cannot help. It is me. And yet in the letter, my SIL tells my mom, she, my mom, is not only overly demanding and under appreciative, she is abusive. And that is not only against my mom’s best interests as it will drive me away from her, and my SIL wonders why it has not driven me away yet, but she went onto say how my mom treats me is not right, is not good, and is not Christian (knowing my mom always wants to be so Christian).

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I divorced my MIL almost 4 years ago. I had just finished 10 months of chemo for Non Hodgkins Lymphoma and I was starting to feel human.

While she NEVER acknowledged my cancer/treatments the entire time I did them, I just figured she didn't care and went about my life.

DH took me with him to her house and got busy working on a computer program. She and DH are deaf as posts and DH wasn't listening. MIL looked at me with utter disgust (I had just begun growing my hair back--so I actually felt like I looked pretty OK--bald didn't become me at all.

She looks at me, and with a deep sigh said "why didn't you just DIE?" I was so taken aback and so flustered. I said, "well, I'm sorry to disappoint you". Then she asked how soon before the cancer came back.

That. Was. It.

I got up, slapped her on the back and said "V, I am giving the greatest gift. I am leaving and I will NEVER see you again." Stole a Diet Coke from the fridge (she had refused to let me have a cold drink). I SLAMMED the back door and left. I guess at that, DH looked up and said "where's B?". His mom said I was having a pity party or something. Whatever.

I have been good to my word and I have not seen nor talked to her since. DH is not happy about it, the family thinks I am a princess--(well, some of them do.)

Now she's in Hospice, but won't die for some time, the kids are planning on her living out another year. It has been so dam7 stressful that I just can't even think about her. She has hurt me so much for so long. My Dh wants me to make nice with her before she dies, he thinks I will feel tremendous guilt about how "I" treated her.

The only guilt I feel is that I let my kids see me kowtow to a mean woman who hated me and did everything she could to make me feel unwanted and unloved.

I can't even count the # of times she told me that my DH never loved me and only stayed with me because of the kids. I always just took the high road. (It's lonely up there.)

If you can't cut mom off completely, cut back on what time you spend with her. Stand up for yourself is no one else does.

And thank you SIL for writing that letter. My SIL lives her life for her mother and is completely blind to the way she's treated me and my kids.

If I could go back in time and lay down some powerful boundaries 45 years ago--well, I'd do it in a flash. Marriage is hard and add in a horrific MIL--it's hell.

(wow, sorry for the rant...it's been a day)

I will not bend. She never could be nice to me and now she's got dementia, she's just mean to everyone. I don't need this in my life and the boundaries are UP and I will not broach them.

It's been a HUGE thing between DH and me. He thinks I am being overly sensitive and a baby---I know that I spent 46 years kowtowing to someone who LOVED that she could always make me cry.

If your mom were mine--I wouldn't put up with the abuse. In my case, my Dh will not
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LoopyLoo Jan 6, 2024
I was hoping you’d slapped her face instead of her back! Sad that your husband still does anything for her.
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Karsten, I am sure everyone at the pharmacy/grocery who happened to overhear your mother’s rude outburst knew exactly what was going on (adult child dealing with impossible parent) and just thanked their lucky stars they weren’t in your shoes.

Yay for your SIL!
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waytomisery Jan 7, 2024
Definitely ,

I would be in the store with Mom holding on to a shopping cart for dear life walking very slowly and we would encounter another daughter and her very elderly mother doing the same thing . I remember myself and the other daughter looking straight into each other’s eyes and give “ the nod “ to each other .
People get it. They know what’s up .
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Your Mom needs to be in assisted living.
That you are going out with her to be called a stupid fool is on you, not on her.
She is 93. Of course she is losing things. She is losing EVERYTHING and she is well aware of what a burden she is.

As long as you enable this it will continue. I am so dreadfully sorry. But this choice is in your hands. We are more than happy to hear your vent, and we are awfully sorry for your humiliation and that you are so alone in this.
But only you can change this.
It's a new year. Please gently tell your mom your limits and let her know that they are a result of her own behavior. Tell her you will visit once a week. That you love her but will not enable her poor choices anymore. Let her know she needs more support and that can't be you.
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I GET IT.

I've had enough of this nonsense!

That's exactly what I said 2 weeks ago.

Now I am.. shrug, another day.

Ride out the current wave.
When calmer, reassess what is stirring you up the most. How can you reduce those triggers? Who can you delegate tasks to?

Remember 'the public' won't actually give a hoot about what an elderly lady calls someone in public.

Maybe act up your 'servant' role.. go 'Driving Miss Daisy' on her.. Yes Ma'am, No Ma'am, if you say so Ma'am 😜. Yes indeed I must be a fool Ma'am.

Could you imagine?
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Being at ones breaking point in terms of divorce is when you wake up one day and realize you WILL NOT TAKE THIS PERSON'S BEHAVIOR FOR ONE MORE DAY. You're done. You're fed up and you've had enough.

Being at ones breaking point in terms of caring for a self centered and mean elder for entirely too long is when you wake up one day and realize you WILL NOT TAKE THIS PERSON'S BEHAVIOR FOR ONE MORE DAY. You're done. You're fed up and you've had enough.

Being called a stupid fool in public would be IT for me and 99% of the rest of self respecting sons and daughters on earth. We're not whipping posts for anyone. Mother can hire caregivers from an agency from now on to take over the tasks you've been performing for her, including driving her to doctors appointments. Oh, she'll grovel and likely apologize profusely to you to get back in your good graces for awhile, so you continue being her lap dog. Until the next outburst of foul venom that spews from her mouth. Which is classic abuser behavior.

We teach people how to treat us and you told her it was ok to call you a stupid fool in public by taking her to a restaurant after her disgraceful outburst.

Teach her now that you're not a piece of dirt under her shoe or she will continue and ramp UP her foul behavior because you obviously don't mind it.

These women have NEVER been told to sit down and shut up so they run wild over everyone in their path. Don't you think it's time to tell her that now? Don't you think you're worth more than SHE thinks you're worth? The rest of your family sure does. Get on board with them today.
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Karsten Jan 6, 2024
Thank you very much for words I really need to hear, just like all the good advice here.
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Brava to your sister-in-law for writing that letter. Hopefully your mother comprehends what she has said.

But honestly it is time to think about next steps. Karsten, life is too short. Figure out what needs to be done and go do it to get her either AL or a NH.

She can linger a long time. My parents will be 96 this year, they are in a NH, but there still is no end in sight to this slog. They will probably live to a hundred. They can't take care of themselves any longer but don't have anything that is going to kill them. They both even survived Covid.

I am 68 and retired 3 years ago figuring I'd help them through this phase of their life but I did not anticipate that they weren't going to die any time soon. So here I am still dealing with their s**t.


You will waste a lot of your life if you don't start considering your needs in all this. You aren't going to get any help from anyone else in your family so you need to figure it out.

Good luck.
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Being at your breaking point can mean many things, none of which are good. Many of us have experienced being trapped, a feeling of hopelessness, no where to turn. We all have our limits of caregiving and once we go beyond what we can safely, emotionally, and respectfully offer our LO, we fall into that rabbit hole called resentment. Resentment for being in this situation. Resentment for not being appreciated. Resentment towards others for not really giving a damn. So this is no longer about caring for your mother, it is about caring for you. Being at a breaking point means you are at a high risk of depression, weakened immune system, ignorant of your own needs. 

Take the advice and steps others have offered. Separate yourself from the situation and seek counseling for yourself.
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One more thing I have mentioned before but just to add a bit of levity. After visiting from out of state for a week, my brother has had it midweek and is ready to go home. He doesnt know how I dod it

He said I should have her take a valium when I visit. She of course will not take it. The problem with getting her the pscyho drugs she needs is her OCD causes her to read every word of the info that comes with it and is convinced she will get the side effects

Anyway, my brother said I should slip one in her coffee. I said that is illegal. He said killing someone is illegal too
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Karsten Jan 6, 2024
and as I clarified to my brother, but also hear so I dont get a cop showing up at my house. I would never resort to violence with my mom
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Karsten, I hope you can send this new doctor a note beforehand that states her issues.

Consider having her take the senior van to the doctor and meet her there. Have her send back the same way.

I would not drive in a car with someone like this. Much too distracting and dangerous.
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NeedHelpWithMom Jan 6, 2024
So true. It’s difficult to drive when distracted.

One time I was leaving an appointment with my mom. I got her buckled into the car and put her walker in the backseat.

Mom was rambling on about this and that, having an anxiety attack about trivial matters.

It gets tiresome after a while and we don’t think clearly when we are flustered.

I placed my cell phone on top of my car so that I could put her walker into the back seat and I forgot to retrieve my cell phone.

I started driving home and I hear horns honking at me. I was already annoyed by my mother’s behavior and I said to my mom, “Why the hell are these people honking at me? I am doing the speed limit.” She just shrugged her shoulders.

When I stopped at a red light a guy in the next car hollers at me, “Lady, your cellphone is on top of your car!” I pulled over to get it and get back in my car and my mother tells me that I should be more careful with my phone!

We did laugh about it afterwards. Another time I put Chinese takeout on my car roof. Ironically, I made it home without it falling off! LOL 😆

My incident wasn’t dangerous, but I have to wonder how many accidents are caused when people are driving in certain situations with their parents. I don’t know how I didn’t have any accidents while driving my mom to her many appointments.
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Karsten,

I have to say that taking the high road isn’t always the best way. In fact, sometimes it will only invite more trouble into an already stressful situation.

Dead end roads lead to nowhere. One way roads aren’t any better.

The best road to take is the one that leads you away from the turmoil. Don’t give your mom any more opportunities to cause you grief.
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